Back to where I belong :)

终于回来了！

暂时没有什么特别的事情

只是回到来可以和家人相处

就已经很满足,很幸福了 :)

my brother and i! :)

Hi People! :)

just a picture to avoid from an empty-looking blogpost :)

I'm gone for a long long time.
and i'm back with nothing to write.
nothing special. just tired.
and i miss home :'(

New Year, Everything NEW~!! 2011!

Hi people

i'm finally back again :)

First, sorry for letting my blog die over and over again.. and it actually died longer this time :DD

well, what can i say?

at least i'm not dead... :p

2011 is gonna be a freaking new and fun year..

without those lame crying bla bla bla..

so,

ask me what's NEW this year?

1. I'm a SENIOR now in school

this would be my last year of uniform-wearing :')

being a senior.

it makes me learn that i'm growing up like very very fast..

and it explains that i should be a grown-up and not an idiot love-to-cry-for-lame-reason kid

it's february now,

and i just realised i haven't cry yet..

not even once XD

I'm gonna prove to everyone that i'm a whole new ME! :)

2. new HAIR!

it's kinda like a challenge for me to change to this hairstyle.

cause i'm still in school

teachers DISALLOWED :(

but who cares!

so here i am with my new hair :)

honestly i love it

:))

3. i'll update again soon. cause i'm really really lazy :D

jia you.. :')

Now you guys probably think that the Jia You is for SPM

aiya but it's not laaa..

like usual..

I'm like crying again..

It's like this..

my friend is sad..

err ya my friend and not me..

I feel sad too of course..

Tell me you never feel sad for your friend and I'll kick you on your face like for 700 times.

It's not that I'm too bored and I have nothing to do so i just join the emo-ness or what.

I'm not that LAME okay

For those who love their friends will UNDERSTAND how I feel right now.

I cry because I know he's sad

but I don't know what can I do for him..

All in a sudden I feel like I'm really useless.

I'm like so so not helpful..

There's nothing I can do..

The only thing I know is CRY (like it helps).

Something I really wish that I could slap myself so that I could be stronger than this to help him go on..

All we left is TWO days..

Like what can I do?

It's already too late to help..

and even if I do something to change things..

It probably won't change either..

Now,

the only thing I'd wished for is that

He could strongly go through all the sadness.

and let everything vanish after these two days..

Of course it's hard..

I've tried the same thing for MONTHS..

but the feeling is still there, it's never gone..

so i guess this is what he's facing too.

JIA YOU buddy!

I know you can..

and I'll be there to support you forever :')

KK!!!! =)

I'm so HAPPY..

Daddy let me come back by plane because I'm alone :p

SEE this!!

I was like so SAKAI..

So, there's no more human who stands in the middle and show you what to do?

everything's is in this SMALL SCREEN :D

Not only this..

It even shows interesting places all over the country

But,

unfortunately I don't even feel like watching it because it's like soooo BORING =.=

Ignore my maybe SWOLLEN eyes..

I know they looked UGLY =.=

And this actually looks like a 300 years old PHOTO =.=

See the guy in RED?

He's a MONK..

And he's my daddy's step brother..

Which means he's my step uncle? :D

and i knew this only TODAY =.=

This is so NOT GOOD..

because I need to carry a HEAVY baggage and WALK a LONG WAY to the plane =.=

and it's like so TIRING..

They cannot just park the plane NEARER meh!! haiyo =.=

Next up,

Brother's Birthday!!!!! :)

Happy birthday to my beloved brother!! CODY O O!!! :)

*loves*

I'm NOT happy...

My last day in LABUAN...

Went out with MOMMY..

ate SATAYS and drank COCONUT water..

I've got a new DOG..

but,

I've lost my CAT.

everything changed since the puppy joined us..

since Prince (the cat) saw Yuki (the dog)

Prince changed,

he became soooo fierce to everyone at home..

and he hurted my lil bros and sisters and also me because he's too angry when he saw Yuki.. :(

Mommy was so angry with Prince and finally

mommy gave Prince to someone else ..

Prince ran all over the house when he knew mommy's gonna give him away...

I chased him all over the house too of course..

I've just only got him..

Then mommy come and pull him away from me..

I was so freaking SAD!

I cried out that moment..

I'll never have a chance to see him again..

I was having bad mood the whole day I don't even feel like eating!

Hope his new owner will treat him like how we treat him..

From now on,

There's no Prince to sleep with me anymore every night..

I MISS him so much

Bye, PRINCE.. :'(

Worries.. :'(

Back in LABUAN..

I'm suppose to be happy

and of course.. I "was"

I had BREAKFAST, LUNCH and TEA BREAK with MOMMY..

I had DINNER with DADDY..

A HEAVY but still AMAZING breakfast at home =)

I've spent most of my time with my MOMMY..

shopping with mommy was the BEST..

went for tea with mommy almost everyday here..

went to an AWESOME wedding dinner also with mommy

dinner night =)

EVERYTHING was FINE..

till TODAY..

i knew something that i was always afraid to know..

i was NOT SURPRISED.

but I'm seriously SAD!

Two of my FRIENDS who i really really CARE

are having health problems..

I can't help..

The only thing I can do is PRAY for them..

HOPE they'll be FINE..

but now the worst thing is..

ONE of this two..

I think it's MY FAULT..

like how can someone who's suppose to be healthy get diabetes huh?

and that's why I think it's ME!

few months ago..

I started bringing SWEETS and CHOCOLATES to school like EVERYDAY

and he ate like most of it =.=

okay i'm not sure about this but..

this is still relevant right?

I'm feeling EXTREME GUILT in me right now..

CRIED since the moment I knew this..

It's not really that SERIOUS la..

But I'm just SAD okay!

Don't judge me!

They're my FRIENDS and

I'm really really WORRIED..

Hope TWO of them will be alright..

anyone who've READ this..

PRAY for them too okay?

THANKS much much people =)

* You don't need to know who they are.. and you don't need to guess who they are..

It's enough for you to just pray.. without knowing who they are..

thanks.