就是喜欢你 :)

不好意思呀各位，

到现在才甘愿写点东西，

还一来就写得那么恶心。

没办法，

现在脑里心里都只有他。 :)

这段波折连连的感情，

不知道能够发展到什么程度，不知道会延续到什么时候。

不过说真的，

这是我第一次想认真，想努力去维持的一段。

这次的这个他，

是我没有预想过的。

他不完全符合我为未来男朋友设下的条件，

也不是什么超级完美的人。

但，就像标题里显示的一样，就是喜欢他。

你们读到这里，一定觉得我是个大花痴。

可能我真的是吧 @.@

为什么说波折不断？

我也解释不太出来。

1. 可能刚开始我们两方都不太确定在一起到底是对还是错。

2.我身边的人都反对

3. 我们两个人之间缺乏最重要的信任。

4. 我的大小姐脾气。（超严重）

这几天下来，

我对他真的只有越来越喜欢。

有时候甚至不明白到底全世界在反对什么。

不过照情况看来，

现在反对的人都懒得劝我，懒得理，懒得去反对了。

你们的好意我都明白也都心领了，

就让我去努力一次吧。

不管以后会怎样，你们都已经尽力劝我了我当然也不可能再去怪你们 :)

至少到目前为止，

他对我可说是真的很好很好的。

不要看他整天摆个臭脸，他有他很好的另一面。

不要以为他大男人主义，他其实可以很温柔，很体贴，也很疼我。

反而比较霸道的好像是我 @.@

总而言之，

这次我会很努力，

即使会受伤，或许也不会很长久，可能会有很痛的一天，

我都会觉得很值得，

可能我真的傻得可以，

但这个人，我真的真的好喜欢。

朋友们，

你们就祝福我吧。

永远爱你们 :)

我压力超大！ 看！ 还不明显meh？！

天啊 @@

Back to where I belong :)

终于回来了！

暂时没有什么特别的事情

只是回到来可以和家人相处

就已经很满足,很幸福了 :)

my brother and i! :)

Hi People! :)

just a picture to avoid from an empty-looking blogpost :)

I'm gone for a long long time.
and i'm back with nothing to write.
nothing special. just tired.
and i miss home :'(

New Year, Everything NEW~!! 2011!

Hi people

i'm finally back again :)

First, sorry for letting my blog die over and over again.. and it actually died longer this time :DD

well, what can i say?

at least i'm not dead... :p

2011 is gonna be a freaking new and fun year..

without those lame crying bla bla bla..

so,

ask me what's NEW this year?

1. I'm a SENIOR now in school

this would be my last year of uniform-wearing :')

being a senior.

it makes me learn that i'm growing up like very very fast..

and it explains that i should be a grown-up and not an idiot love-to-cry-for-lame-reason kid

it's february now,

and i just realised i haven't cry yet..

not even once XD

I'm gonna prove to everyone that i'm a whole new ME! :)

2. new HAIR!

it's kinda like a challenge for me to change to this hairstyle.

cause i'm still in school

teachers DISALLOWED :(

but who cares!

so here i am with my new hair :)

honestly i love it

:))

3. i'll update again soon. cause i'm really really lazy :D

jia you.. :')

Now you guys probably think that the Jia You is for SPM

aiya but it's not laaa..

like usual..

I'm like crying again..

It's like this..

my friend is sad..

err ya my friend and not me..

I feel sad too of course..

Tell me you never feel sad for your friend and I'll kick you on your face like for 700 times.

It's not that I'm too bored and I have nothing to do so i just join the emo-ness or what.

I'm not that LAME okay

For those who love their friends will UNDERSTAND how I feel right now.

I cry because I know he's sad

but I don't know what can I do for him..

All in a sudden I feel like I'm really useless.

I'm like so so not helpful..

There's nothing I can do..

The only thing I know is CRY (like it helps).

Something I really wish that I could slap myself so that I could be stronger than this to help him go on..

All we left is TWO days..

Like what can I do?

It's already too late to help..

and even if I do something to change things..

It probably won't change either..

Now,

the only thing I'd wished for is that

He could strongly go through all the sadness.

and let everything vanish after these two days..

Of course it's hard..

I've tried the same thing for MONTHS..

but the feeling is still there, it's never gone..

so i guess this is what he's facing too.

JIA YOU buddy!

I know you can..

and I'll be there to support you forever :')

KK!!!! =)

I'm so HAPPY..

Daddy let me come back by plane because I'm alone :p

SEE this!!

I was like so SAKAI..

So, there's no more human who stands in the middle and show you what to do?

everything's is in this SMALL SCREEN :D

Not only this..

It even shows interesting places all over the country

But,

unfortunately I don't even feel like watching it because it's like soooo BORING =.=

Ignore my maybe SWOLLEN eyes..

I know they looked UGLY =.=

And this actually looks like a 300 years old PHOTO =.=

See the guy in RED?

He's a MONK..

And he's my daddy's step brother..

Which means he's my step uncle? :D

and i knew this only TODAY =.=

This is so NOT GOOD..

because I need to carry a HEAVY baggage and WALK a LONG WAY to the plane =.=

and it's like so TIRING..

They cannot just park the plane NEARER meh!! haiyo =.=

Next up,

Brother's Birthday!!!!! :)

Happy birthday to my beloved brother!! CODY O O!!! :)

*loves*