Speechless...

Things are getting like more and more complicated.
First, two of them don't talk...
Then the previous one came back..
Then now,
I'm like the intermediate element in this matter..
and i don't even understand why am i doing this...
The starring is maaa best friend... then the other two are also my best buddies ever..
DUH!
I just want things to be simple laaa. The only thing i wished for is to see all of them smiling happily everyday..
BUT now what?
I cried like EVERY single night because i see him sad like EVERYDAY!
know how it feels ma?
I'm just sitting behind laaa.. It's really torturing you know..
When you see someone that you care being moody and sad the whole day long and doesn't even speak a single word..
Plus i need to see him act happy some more in front of his brothers...
NOT torturing meh like that!
Why don't just let things go on normally eh?
Why can't everyone of us be friends together.. Talk and laugh whole day long?
CANNOT MEH!!!
You all tired or not o?
i ADMIT i'm really tired having this intermediate junk job!

but i'm still willing to do it.. cause i really wanna see you guys happy!
not like NOW!

Come on laaa. It's our last year together..
I don't wanna cry for nothing every night like now...
I know cry helps nothing but i just can't stand seeing people that i care suffer like this..
Cannot just forget about relationships or whatever junk is it and just be HAPPY?
WAKE UP guys..